Tuesday, May 5, 2009

glitter in the air


closed your eyes and trusted. just trusted.have you ever thrown a fist full of glitter in the air? have you ever looked fear in the face and said i just don’t care. it’s only half past the point of no return. the tip of the iceberg. the sun before the burn. the thunder before lightning. the breathe before the phrase. have you ever felt this way? have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone?you’re whole life waiting on the ring to prove you’re not alone. have you ever been touched so gently you had to cry? have you ever invited a stranger to come inside? it’s only half past the point of oblivion. the hourglass on the table. the walk before the run. the breathe before the kiss.and the fear before the flames. have you ever felt this way. there you are. sitting in the garden. clutching my coffee. calling me sugar. you called me sugar. have you ever wished for an endless night. lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tight. have you ever held your breathe and asked yourself will it ever get better than tonight? tonight.

P!NKed






i went to watch the most incredible show combining music, art, acrobatics and entertainment EVER.

Monday, May 4, 2009

chasing cars


We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
I said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can seeI don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world

Sunday, May 3, 2009

eternal sunset


i wanna freeze the moment that i lived that day
the sun was dawning over the sea, it was early may
it was a magical sunset in a beautiful place
it was the sign of the world, we often forget

a big crowd in silence, although confused
while the orange colours are left behind the blues
they buried their feet, they raised their hands
they started to bath their fears in golden rays

when they say good bye,
falling from the sky,
i don’t know what to do

cause then comes the night
and peace drowns in fright
take me down with you
to the land of eternal sunset

i really got surprised by this serenity
with that strong communion and affinity
suddenly we were brothers, smiling to the unknown
sharing with each other and even with our own

no-one has the sole right, it’s our father's sun
loving mother earth and us, one by one
taken by the beauty of his paradise
that we could see more often with open eyes

then you say good bye,
falling from the sky,
i don’t know what to do

cause then comes the night
and our peace drowns in fright
take me down with you
to the land of eternal sunset

Friday, May 1, 2009

yesterday


i smile to myself. it is funny. you love something and then one day it is suddenly gone. taken. changed. lost forever. but somehow that does not stop you from loving. perhaps that is a sure indication of the thing you loved was real. when it does not come with conditions or get-out clauses. when there are no sell-by or best-before dates stamped on it. when you just give your love. no holding back. no fear of losing it. and you never stop to give. you know you never will. that is when it is real. that is when nothing and nobody can touch it or spoil it. when nobody can take it anyway from you cos it is apart of you. who you are. who you will forever be. some say that it does not last. they say or accuse you of day dreaming or not being in touch with reality. they tell you to move on. to rebuild and start again. they tell you that you have to decide. to live here or back there. but i think they are wrong. they are all wrong. cos this is reality. not living with the ghosts of yesterday. but also not forgeting yesterday. the yesterdays. cos tomorrow today will be yesterday.

garden royal - living


zoe girl

the landing at the top of the stairs

the stairs going down into the living room

this is what my bed looks like when i have made it...

breakfast...the two bottom shelves are reserved for bubbly....OFF COURSE! what else would you expect?



garden royal - on the inside


the bathroom

my room

wall of rememberance

the kitchen

the living room