an inspired joy

some days

some days i am inspired

a crazy fundamentalist

a ready-to-be historymaker

then those other days

other days i am apathetic

sapped and drained

empty and motionless

i am not moody

i am trying to be real

and thats the way the wind blows

or other might say

thats how i roll

never-the-less

i am not phased

cos self-knowledge is silver

emtional intelligence is golden

i want to live the moment

i want to dwell in the past

to swallow up the history

and wait eagerly

for the joys of the new morning

i will look to the future

and bath in the luxury

of having not been there yet

but for now

i am living the moment

taking it one step at a time

not over-thinking it

just living it

expressing it

chewing it

and spitting it out

some days i am indifferent

they are few and far between

because most days

most days i am smiling

inside and out

my face knows my heart

with a sense of belonging

an inspired joy