how does one give something away that was not yours in the first place. how does one erase a thought or memory if your mind keeps on clinging to it. how do you say no or call stop to an over active mind that never knows when enough is enough. does anyone know how to deal with the sub-conscience. who decides what gets screened. who decides what is shown on the big screen of your imagination. am i the only one that dreams of what could have been. am i the only one that does not want to let go. the only one that still has hope in things that can never be. that refuses to take no for an answer. that keeps on fighting till the bitter end. the one that has to pick up the broken pieces in the end and does not feel hard done by the whole ordeal. i guess it is either a case of stupidity or stupidity. not entirely. perhaps most of us give up to easily and the minority clutch to that last sense of immortality. a feeling that makes you go tick inside and the answer as to why will be a search that will last for ever. like a cat chasing its own tail. mind games that keep us alive on a certain level of emotional well being. hope. indeed a dangerous substance. but if applied properly i would hope to think can change your daily existence.
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